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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Wth is going on?


Everyone seems to keep staring at me all the time, no matter wherever I go, whatever I do, everyone keeps on looking at me. I almost feel that their eyes are seeing through my flesh, my skin, seeing through my bare soul.

I try to avoid looking but it simply doesn't help. It just makes me feel a lot uncomfortable. Sometimes I feel that I am a ghost or some damned spirit cursed to walk this world in the form of a human, and except me, I think everyone knows that - and maybe that's the reason they are watching me.

I have no surity if I am delusional at the least. Are these 'thoughts' that are simply popping up in my mind? Or is everything that I am thinking just real! Anyplace that I have been to, everyplace that I am going to, simply doesn't make any sense. Sometimes I end up wondering what am I doing here!

Everything is just so artificial, so false, that it just gets harder to believe the world around me with every single passing moment. The state of my mind does not permit me into believing anything to be real.

If this is the reality, how do I know it is? How can I trust it? How do you know if it is real?

I just keep on thinking so much, that I get way ahead of myself, and away from everything, that I even forget what I was doing, and where I was. .

VB signing off...

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